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*originally posted:* apr 2021
*link updated:* aug 2021
yes, im watching your video. its amazing that you can talk for 40-50 minutes about a wiki page i made for fun-- yes, it includes some definitions you can take credit for, because it links to the original as citations. the new version also includes that information. this article on the other hand, spans several months at once. but i doubt youll want to make a video about it.
what youre doing is a mistake. im not trying to tell you this for your own good (even though it is) but simply because after documenting your latest bullshit here:
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i still had a little more to say.
you and i are not, and will not be friends. i am not fooled by lies in a friendly tone, in fact i find that abhorrent. when stallman says of open source "they treated me like shit" you need to imagine me saying that, about you. because you treated me like shit. you also lied to stallman about me-- you said things you knew for a fact were NOT true. i know youll never be able to put enough pride aside to fix that, and thats the thing i dislike about you the most-- though months of lying to your audience about me did not exactly endear you to me either.
for months you said i left because of an argument "about nutrition". ive quoted both the argument youre referring to as well as ample evidence of you twisting facts. i tried more than once to correct your misunderstanding-- the language was plain, there was no possibility of further error (just like you lie about not knowing the address of this website) and you know it has nothing to do with what you said it does.
i left in december because in august you were misrepresenting me and bullshitting people. i stayed in august because you said it was a misunderstanding. in december or january you told people that in august i was being "flippant", but youve gone back and forth on so many things its now easy to prove that you were bullshitting in august. (and bullshitting your audience as well).
watching the pathological liar i never noticed is incredible. its not that i didnt have any doubts sooner, its simply that youve arranged the way you communicate with everyone so that people are very reluctant to bring up any concerns unless theyre already certain youve done something questionable. when people have doubts, they say nothing because youve put all your contributors on the spot-- you have the option of keeping part of a conversation private, but its all up to you-- they know this, so they wont bring up a concern that they can dismiss if it takes a day.
i had lots of situations like that, where i wanted to say "seriously? what the fuck?" but i didnt because it wasnt worth making a public issue of. its very clever, by the way. let nobody say that you arent clever.
but youre doing it to yourself, and i know you cant stop because it is a compulsion. or rather many people have managed to fight a compulsion like that, but its a lifelong process and most people wont go to the trouble-- its a LOT of trouble. i doubt youll ever bother, but it would be a disservice to you and everybody you know to pretend its either likely, or impossible. it definitely falls somewhere between those opposites.
you keep contradicting yourself more and more. i just noticed 40 minutes into this video, youre trying to focus on more of the things we agree on-- that isnt going to work.
i dont give a shit that we disagree about things, and i never did. its USEFUL to talk to people that dont agree on everything. its NOT useful to talk with people who lie as a compulsion. my problem is not with what you agree or disagree on, its that it is meaningless when you do either because you tell the truth about our enemies (mostly) and you cant do the same for people you claim are on your own team.
ive been watching this bullshit for 3 or 4 (really 4) months now, zoomed out far enough to see the entire dance. this started because i was just trying to get away. you never allowed it, you never shut the fuck up about it, you never stopped trying to paper it over by smearing me. i emailed you at least a couple times to knock it off-- you didnt. i started documenting the lies in detail. youve already lost the trust of one more contributor since then, so there goes any hope of pretending this is just about me and my own silly notions.
you downplayed my contributions, trying to make it seem like i was just some rando you suffered to host "some articles" for. months later you say "many articles" plus you show off some wiki work. it doesnt matter-- i dont care now. what matters to me is all the fucking dishonesty and treachery, which youre looking for a way to evade. i wont try to tell you there isnt one-- youre going to convince yourself you can do it no matter what.
ive met too many people like you, and i know you too well now. its your pathology that im concerned with, and its impact on what the rest of us TRY to do here despite your two-bit punch and judy puppetmaster bullshit; i dont give a tinkers damn about all the silly little checkboxes the data brokers get paid for-- you couldnt be more wrong about them you know, its one of the most powerful and lucrative industries in the world, and you talk like its something that came about AFTER the web. no, you need to do more research there. i would love for you to be right about data brokers-- and the fsf. but youre not. if you were anything but a gossip and actually looked things up more, youd know better about data brokers, at least.
you say you fight for freedom, but you gaslight your audience. you gaslight the people who help you. you gaslight stallman himself, out of a personal vendetta against me. pj would never do those things.
you gaslight people who fight for freedom-- you pretend to defend derek taylor (i never gave a shit about him since i stopped following him, the SOLE significance of taylor to me is that even this week youre still pretending that i had feelings about him ive soundly refuted with quotes and evidence from BOTH you and me talking about it-- its done! but you are still trying) but you had the same concerns i did-- on the same day. and when i have that concern you lie and say it was "rage" (it was not) and when you have the exact same concern its you hiding on other (public, logged) channels and its not mere hypocrisy-- its appropriation. youre a monopolist-- but you dont maintain your monopoly with a code of conduct or with copyright, you do it with hypocrisy and innuendo and bullshit.
even this week you are downplaying people who want to defend stallman-- people who do volunteer work for you, personally! you downplay efforts from your own community (not just me, i mean others, plural-- since ive left) to fight systemd but youre happy to take the credit for "naming" the problem that i joined your website more than TWO YEARS AGO to fight. but what did you do with my efforts to fight it? you conflated two different things (then smeared me for catching you lying about it) and you actually insinuated that i only moved farther away from systemd because i was pissed off at stallman? (when i wasnt even pissed off at him, you lying prick).
if you want to PRETEND to be buddy-buddy here, at least do me the fucking favour of NOT telling people i admire the fuck out of-- who im NOT pissed off at-- that i am? it speaks volumes that you consider yourself an authority on who i dislike when im sitting right here and refuting it point for point-- YOU DONT SPEAK FOR ME, you dont know shit about it at all, youre a glorified fucking auntie trying to profit (socially) off your own blatant dishonesty. as if gossips only do such things to get paid.
the people im (still) not pissed off at include taylor, who i merely think is a shill-- but im not mad at him now, and i wasnt "enraged" about him months ago either-- i simply washed my hands of the guy. at least he didnt spend the NEXT FEW MONTHS making up lies about it, like you did. i cant remember the last time i was upset AT stallman. im trying to think if there was a time i was mad at him in the past TWO YEARS, only because you keep fucking saying it like youve done a good job of representing ANYTHING ive said in the past fucking year. you dont know (or care) how people actually feel, the only relevance to you is how you can spin these things.
then when that fails, you spin them another way. but that doesnt really help, because now instead of showing that youre spinning things once, youve shown that youll spin them twice. you see? it doesnt really help at all.
so along with downplaying my contributions (demonstrating your concept of gratitude, or exactly how fake THAT is) you also (and i complained about this at the time) exaggerated how much we disagree on. that was a mistake in the first place, because im willing to enumerate our disagreements while you rely on bullshit and innuendo.
but then you make it even worse (for yourself) by doing a 40-50 minute video where you enumerate things we AGREE on, in DETAIL, for some pageviews (or another silly victory lap like "bye, cc"-- arsehole) but now anybody who cares (dont worry, we both know nobody does) can go back to where you said "i disagree with him on many things actually" and then months later you dedicate a video to shit we agree on, and the significant disagreements are actually piddly (except we disagree about the likely state of the fsf and/or gnu-- but theres really no secret there)
...but that doesnt matter, since while im documenting the lies you tell about ME it becomes perfectly clear that youll say one thing then say the complete opposite an hour, week or months later-- because its all on a whim that you cant be arsed to keep a straight story about.
so all youll end up doing by pretending to be my friend is what you did by pretending to be an ally-- youll go back and forth and back and forth so often, you yourself will lose track-- but ive managed. in the same week you say "FUCK" in a poem, then you brag in a video that the language is cleaner than the language in the petition it talks about, then in this video you just made about me you boast "its self-hosted, i can use whatever language" which you then apologise for later in the video. im sure this seems really smooth to you, but these are just the funnier examples-- the serious ones are something else!
you can play some of that off as joking around-- no problem. its not playing around when you do it at my expense, or when it waters down the fight OTHER PEOPLE are fighting which you merely gossip about while you piss around with extra screens and (probably accidentally) sabotage your own gemini script-- that front page is so useless now i had to go back to your http index because-- its not important, figure it out yourself. i bet it worked alright before you fucked with it. it wasnt my work either way, its just one more silly thing.
but right, its "self-hosted" and "you can use whatever language" because your "self-host" doesnt care how many times you say "fuck", just whether or not you censor one of the people whose stories youre sitting on RIGHT NOW. and we would agree that one of those stories is dangerously bullshit, i dont endorse that. but this "self-hosting" twaddle youre on about is just that-- twaddle. let me know when YOU really decide whose stories you run, and then it will be more relevant that one of those stories is something i wouldnt mirror for a hundred thousand in cash-- because its dangerous unethical bullshit. all you care about is keeping the "right" people happy, and its a big joke. the rest is just convenience.
you can try to make something about how im paying too much attention, but i dont know how far that story will stretch when people read the details of your ongoing campaign, realise i helped you out for 2 fucking years and that youve pulled this same shit on other people. youre running this NEARLY like a scam, which means youre exploiting people and the fact that im ONE of those people all but guarantees that i will be interested in talking about it-- like i didnt do for such a long time, because assuming too much good faith and (later) giving you AMPLE opportunity to FUCK OFF.
if you look at how methodical i was about gnu hub or a list of hundreds of fucking distros (and dependencies even distrowatch got wrong here and there, at times) you should know im going to be just as methodical and meticulous about this. an error is entirely possible here and there-- but im not afraid of that, and the sum doesnt exactly hinge on infallibility at this point. the sum not hinging on infallibility has got to be pretty alien to you, since what makes you so incredibly wrong is your compulsive need to be right. well listen, if you really need to be right-- stop pulling it out of your arse! (i know, you cant. i got that already).
and i mean, this IS in response to a 40-50 minute video YOU just made about a page that i havent updated in half a year-- which you already did an article about months ago. you wouldnt be so hard up for topics if you werent sitting on stories that people can find in your own damned public chat logs. but those stories challenge the narrative youre spinning this week.
i would say at best, like i said to you months ago-- you could simply STOP LYING.
but its clear that isnt just unlikely. its nearly impossible for you-- and thats too fucking bad, because you went way too far. i was entirely willing to let it go and JUST walk away.
but YOU refused. more than once. and then you made it so much worse. now you think you can start playing nice...
dont bother. you come from the land of "in the air tonight"-- and i was there, and i saw what you did.
its all been a pack of lies. you know where you can put it, dont you?
dont bother reaching out now-- it doesnt do anything for me, and it wont help you at all either.
honesty is the only thing that will help you with this-- you just havent got it in you.
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